Don't give up, guys! A few days ago, I was at 18 pages... the same 18 pages I'd been on for the past 20 days, not because of my poor time management skills (which admittedly suck), nor because everyone constantly needs the computer here (I have a large family)... but because the characters I was writing my script about, I associated them with really hurtful things. .___.; Things that happened recently, so that I couldn't even open up Celtx without feeling my heart sink and throat block up.
I've got two exams next week, an ISU, volunteer work and RPing, not to mention I received my first rejection for a novel just two days ago, which really brought my morale down... But you know what? I thought, this CANNOT WIN. I WILL NOT LET A SCRIPT WIN OVER ME. Even if it is a stageplay which I am having so much more difficulty with than with screenplays-- I decided there was no way in hell that I'd let my own story beat me. There's people with loads of busier lives and with more problems doing it, after all.
And each word is still painful to write, but slowly, it's fading away. So let's not let this defeat us; we can win.
"For Fëanor was made the mightiest in all parts of body and mind, in valour, in endurance, in beauty, in understanding, in skill, in strength and in subtlety alike, of all the Children of Ilúvatar, and a bright flame was in him." - [i]The Silmarillion[/i] |