Wow. I hate when the Muse bails out on you. Mine (she hasn't yet given herself a cool name like Moon-Kunoichi; she'll have to do that in a dream, like my anima did many years ago) played hard to get when I was trying to do NaNoFiMo, JanNoWriMo, FebNoWriMo, and NaNoEdMo on my '07 NaNoWriMo novel, Bad Company, which has some of the same characters as Spanner but 8-10 years younger (it takes place over 2 1/2 years starting in 2006), and finish a first draft. This month it was exactly the opposite: I started slow, keeping a total page count of 1 for the first week and a half, searching desperately for a way to unblock the stalled Bad Company as it was interfering with my writing Spanner. Then when I found it -- let's just say a popular yuri manga trope turned out to have a basis in not just otaku fantasy but real life as well -- it was like a bomb burst in my brain, unblocking my creativity and unleashing my imprisoned Muse. Finally I was able to unleash her on my script and defeat my worst enemy, procrastination. And now she won't let go of me! I prostrate myself before her and gently beg her to help me with my novels again, but she simply says, "Not till I'm done with Spanner. I've got five issues to finish before I can get back to your novels."
Well, I hope you can get Moon-Kunoichi back on your side and start working on your manga again. You could also look for something that can unblock you, too: a key that will unlock the proverbial door so you can start writing again.
Now I've got to get myself back to the drawing table, or my Inner Artist will get more annoyed than he already is...
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Script Frenzy 2008: Spanner
Project Blog: Spanner's World
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